OK, so you may have noticed that I’ve gone quiet. In fact you may notice that my blog is sporadic at best and I’m sorry. I wish I could give you guys three times daily updates, but I have so much fun on this blog. I just want to leave this message here in case anyone checks in or starts following me.
I want to say that I love veganism. It makes me so happy and I love the food so much, because I love food and vegan food is some of the best out there! But I feel like a massive fraud. Of everything I’ve posted since about August, I haven’t actually eaten. I am in relapse with an eating disorder and I feel like I’ve been lying to you all by trying to keep this blog running.
I’m taking this time now to say that I am on hiatus until I’m weight restored again. I decided a few weeks ago that I wasn’t going to post on this blog unless I ate the whole portion that was photographed, but I feel like I don’t want to use this blog like that. This blog is glorious when I look back and remember how much I’ve eaten, and how tasty it was, and how eating dinner didn’t turn me into a rhinoceros.
I am committed to staying vegan throughout my recovery, which is going to make it harder, but I’m going to do it you guys. I want to recover and that always makes it easier. I have to admit that veganism has been an enabler and I’m mad that I let it become an enabler because it can and should be an incredibly healthy diet (with B12 on the side).
I want to say thank you to all my followers. When I get back to blogging again, which I hope is before the end of the year, I plan to do a give away as a thank you, because you guys really do make my day.